2010 - what a year it will be

Monday, 24 March 2008

Fishing

Our country really is a small place, considering that most of us either never or hardly fish before ! Thanks especially to Marcus for organising such an event for a great experience to share with many, haha, right people ?

Waking up at 5 plus in the morning for all the early fishermen + fisherwomen on a saturday is really, woooo, give yourself a pat on the back. We got a bit lost on the roads, now u know why street directory is so popular, but we still managed to arrive in time to catch a good view of the sun coming up!


Spent some time setting up the rods and off we go ! Wasnt long b4 we caught our 1st fish of the day !


Everyone was having fun, enjoying the wind and the surroundings. Not to mention all the funny things we witness and did, haha. We threw our bucket(tied of course), to fetch some water to store the fishes we caught. The only problem was, our expert(not mentioning who, lol), managed to aim so well, the whole bucket went in and was filled up. And lol, thats where the fun began, how to bring up a bucket full of water ! Took 4 guys to eventually pull it up and haha the ppl ard us thought we caught what sort of fish, needed 4 ppl to pull out of the water!

Other funny events were Marcus setting up a shelter and convincing the uncles and aunties he could do it even when they offered us the bus shelter. Sometimes, the odd fisherman caught a really large fish and ppl were rushing to see it being reared in. They even brought their big nets to help catch it but haha, whenever the string broke, they quickly ran off saying they didnt see anything happen, lol.

Our other contedner for most funniest event has to be the rain the in the morning. Marcus called and check the weather report and within minutes of them saying the sky was clear, it poured! Could even see the rain coming in.



Marcus very funny, keep saying its coming, its coming, 1 more min ! Asked us to help set up the tent, but lol, no one knew how to so we just stared! Hehehe. Anyway, the rain was a short and passing shower and normal routine resumed very quickly when we thought we had to entertain one another in the tent !



The rest came in the late morning and joined in and some even managed to catch their own fishes ! Yeah !



Had a good time of fishing and packed up in the late afternoon cos of the even bigger bomb coming !

Lobsters we may be but hey we had a great time of being in the sun!

Wednesday, 27 February 2008

Just be thankful

Sometimes, when you think too much about things, they start giving u a headache because there doesn't seem to be a solution/ending to it. So what do u do? Give it up, throw them aside or ask for guidance? U can pray a lot for some things but sometimes they never seem to ever occur, yet at times, things happen the way u want it so one should be happy right? Well, the end result is what G0d does grant to you but he didnt tell you whats in the middle i.e. , the process of getting to it. So it's a bittersweet thing, u get what u want & God makes things happen in the best way he deems it to be pleasant in his sight and u end up thinking why your life is so complicated when the mind wanders too far from the source? Well.. the key word is thankfulness, just be contended with what you get it, be it sometimes the way to get there isn't what u could imagine it to be. Yeah to one less problem to think about !

Sunday, 24 February 2008

Friday, 15 February 2008

Thanks

Thank you everyone for your sms and finding time out to have an unique dinner together !

Remember the saying, " It's the thought's that count ! " Always treasure your love ones be it family or friends cos every single one is a blessing from God in your life !

Happy Friendship Day

Wednesday, 30 January 2008

His love for us

"Which of you, if his son asks for bread, will give him a stone? Or if he asks for a fish, will give him a snake? If you, then, though you are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father in heaven give good gifts to those who ask him! - (Matt 7:9-11)



"Man Cannot commit a sin so great as to exhaust the infinite love of God," Dostoyevsky's saintly Zossima tells a woman who has committed an unspeakable crime and is afraid to die. "Can there be a sin which could exceed the love of God? .... Believe that God loves you as you cannot conceive; that He loves you with your sin, in your sin ..... All things are atoned for, all things are saved by love. If I, a sinner, even as you are, am tender with you and have pity on you, how much more will God." Peter ..... asked him, 'Lord, how often am I to forgive my brother if he goes on wronging me? As many as seven times ?' Jesus replied, 'I do not say seven times; i say seventy times seven'" (Matt 18:21-22). This is not arithmetic, but a biblical way of saying, " I say infinitely." Could it be that Peter's Lord requires more of his children than he asks of himself? Could such a Lord even think of banishing his children from his forgiveness - especially "forever"? Would this not make God the greatest celestial hypocrite? Apparently even "children of wrath" find it difficult to sustain this kind of cruelty

Wednesday, 16 January 2008

The heart is a slave




- The Parables of PEANUTS

Tuesday, 1 January 2008

A New Year

2008, a new year.

A new start once again, but God is the same as ever before so its another year of being challenged to hold onto him in gd and bad times.

A look back into 07. God has been good always. One of the many blessings to give thanks for is MMM, M'kkdesh Makan Ministry. I guess as i look back, it was a success cos God bless this fellowship by always bringing ppl to come and be part of it. Everyone in their own ways supported it very much and some of the church ppl even know abt it, haha, we r famous ! Can we copyright the MMM thingy, haha? May those of you who set aside time on fridays enjoyed and grown to love one another company.

Maybe cos i'm ard more often this time rd, i get to see and interact with everyone on a more regular basis. Getting to know the cell better has being a wonderful experience. Of course, we grow older yr by yr and we do change so its a constant need to keep updating oneself to know every individual. ( Now most ppl know hw much clothing i have, haha, just stop asking me to buy so often, getting complains @ home le, !)

Aug was cell retreat, working with elena, xinyi and mattathias allowed me to be part of something special as well as to know them better as individuals. As i mention to them b4, i hardly know xy and matt much b4 the retreat com thingy so its a gd start, haha.

Friendships grew, one of which was with Guorong, someone whom i'm very thankful for all the support, time, prayer, shopping experiences, nonsense and much more. I guess it's one of those God divine appointment situations where ppl come in to walk with u when u most need it and then having to move on but still, i've learnt a lot through the ups and downs of this friendship and i'll treasure what the values of this friendship is and put it into gd use for the future. Thank care Bro, do i need to type out a thesis for the word friendship, haha!

Many other old and new friendships were strengthen and formed and it's going to be another challenging year to try to keep up with all of them. It's been great to know the guys & gals better last yr and the great fellowship that God has bless all of us with. Of course, this is going to be extremely long post if i comment and thank every single one of u so till next time la. 24 hrs is never enough when u want to spend time with people and chill out to know one another better!

Study wise was gd, didnt do that well in the 1st half of the yr but still, i was thankful to be at least heading in the correct direction. Sem 2 exam results were a surprise to me, didnt really study hard enough and instead of studying more, i think i set more time aside to contribute to things outside of studies. The last day b4 so many diff exam papers, i still was blur over certain things like those 25 mark question thingy that will determine u fail or pass the exam kind but i'm really thankful, even like for eg after deciding to go for the bb/gb nite walk in the middle of exams, its not abt earning pts, its all abt being obedient and ya, clearing all 8 subj was a really nice feeling to have esp when u know divine intervention was involved in the results.

Now for 08, i suppose there r lots of things to do and do. Ah !! one of which is the whole new responsibility of being in a ministry. Never been in one, although everyone outside of cell thinks i'm in sound, lol ? and wooo 5 mth commitment isn't a joke, i wonder how i'm going to survive especially since i've to teach the kids as well! Oh well, 1 step at a time and God will lead me on, just have to trust him in that.

Cell grp has been a great support to me this past yr esp all the various events which they took part in. However, i want to lower my contributions somewhat to allow others to come in and do things in their own unique ways. I dont mind doing it but i always feel that everyone shld try to help out a bit in the organising from time to time even if it isnt their talent. In our weakness , He is strong ! Another thing is the fact that been involved in the children side will mean lots of brain juice gone so ya, need to polish shield to deflect all the arrows flying from cell side, wahahaha.

Try not to read too deep into the last paragraph thats above, i know some of you can process a million diff scenarios from this, haha. And oh yes, may you dear reader have a wonderful God fulfilling year ahead.

Monday, 24 December 2007

Christmas

.... As a Member of Christ's body, I shld attend to the pain of a suffering member nearby. But then what? Hw shld i respond? The physical adaptations to pain in my own body teach me much abt the appropriate responses of neighbouring cells.


To better understand the mechanisms of response to pain, I've subjected my own fingers to the mechanical devices we use on Clarence(Monkey): machines that press a metal rod against fingertips with measured force and frequency. If i put in hand under the tiny mechanical hammer delivering a force of exactly one pound over one-twentieth of a square inch (twenty pounds per square inch), I find it not painful at all. It feels rather pleasant, like a vibromassage. But if i let the machine run on several hundred beats, my finger turns slightly red and feels uncomfortable. After 1500 beats i must pull my finger out, for i can no longer endure the pain. My finger, now sore to the touch, is distantly warmer than its neighbouring fingers. When i return to the machine the next day I can only tolerate a couple of hundred beats before yanking my finger away. In a mysterious and complex process, my body evaluates pain not only by the mechanical forces but also by how the cells are "feeling" when the stress begins.

My body's protective response shows visibly in inflammation, as blood surges to the affected area and the body cushions the point of stress with extra fluids. In regard to the pain system, inflammation brings on a condition called hypersensitivity. My finger that has endured hundreds of tiny hammer blows becomes hypersensitivity to hammer blows, because in its inflamed condition just a few more stresses could lead to a blister or ulcer.

Similarly, a finger that has been burned becomes hypersensitive to heat, because even a little heat would harm the mildly inflamed tissues. I've more than once put my hands in basin only to discover, to my surprise, that my hands are sending mixed signals. My left hand tells me the water is hot; my right hand says warm. Then i remember an incident from breakfast: a drop of hot bacon grease popped out of the pan and landed in my left hand. I had not noticed it at the time, but pain nerve endings at that spot lowered their threshold and are now reporting warm water as hot.

Who has not felt the irritation of a sore finger, from an infected hangnail perhaps, always seeming "in the way." It gets bumped every few minutes no matter hw careful you're. That sensation has a sound physiological basis: your pain cells have suddenly become ten times more sensitive to pain. My finger becomes hypersensitive so that i won't foolishly subject it to more hot grease or hammer blows. Pain cells in effect "turn up the volume." In these remarkable ways, hypersensitivity builds up a shield of pain to protect unusually vulnerable parts.
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All of us experience a psychological parallel to the reaction of hypersensitivity. When we are under severe strain, maybe resulting from an accumulation of small stresses - bills, work pressures, irritating habits of family members - suddenly every minor frustration hits like a blow. We've become hypersensitive, and our minds are telling us we need a respite as surely as neuronal hypersensitivity warns our bodies of a need for relief.

Following the example of cells in the human body, we members of the Body of Christ would do well to learn the place of hypersensitivity and how to respond. Cells in my fingers, although uninjured themselves, take up the cry for relief from a nearby injured cell and report it to the head. There is a place for "intercessory pain" in the Body of Christ.

In addition, the body makes certain allowances for its hurting cells. Pain works precisely because it is loud and insistent. People in pain, physical or mental, while in a hypersensitive state may lash out against those who try to befriend them. They require from more healthy members a forgiving acceptance that sees past surface reactions to the hidden needs.

The Christian church, said one noted pastor, "is the only outfit I know of that shoots its wounded." He referred to a common tendency to harshly judge a person who is alrdy in emotional or spiritual pain. In contrast, a healthy body will make far-reaching adaptations to announce the pain and make sure it is heeded. Healing agents are summoned by the area of local need, as my study of monkey's denervated fingertips clearly confirmed.

Real love protects and defends areas of special vulnerability. We may be called on to booster bruised egos, gently confront an insensitive person, or take upon ourselves some of the minor stresses that have accumulated. As a former missionary, I cannot overstate the life-sustaining role of people back home who invested themselves in me by praying and writing letters. These specially sensitive cells sought out my pain and nourished me in time of need. Such dedicated people make the difference between a missionary who serves twenty years and one who breaks down after a short time.

- Paul Brand

This the Season of giving and receiving even more than one expects. Jesus coming to take our pain away truly mark this special day which we celebrate every year. Are we as his Body practicing what He has personally demonstrated to us in reaching out to our fellow brothers and sisters when they send out the pain signal, that we'll protect and defend them with love? Are we able to love unconditionally without judging someone's past? Only as an individual would you know yourself best in this area.

2007 is drawing to a close like no body business. For everyone of you, it's been a yr of up's and down's of which some have more up's than down's and vice versa. No matter what, it's a year that the Lord has brought us through and gave us lots of reasons to care and support one another in times of needs. Continue this rush of blessing and accountability so that as one body, everyone will grow together spiritually and in other ways as well.

December is flying past way too fast and jan is almost here, meaning its back to the cycle once again ! Oh well, despite all the tiredness of so many activities, personally it's been a great chance to catch up with everyone as well as having joy and laughter together as a cell.



It's rare to receive christmas gifts in such as large cost for myself personally. Thanks really to the Lord for giving me a creative zen from a friend's church outreach lucky draw. 1st prize somemore ! I didnt pray for this, kind of lost on what exactly to do with it atm since i very much prefer music from my handphone but i guess, it means i'm suppose to use it in a way to bless others in 08. Time will tell I suppose, the true meaning of such a gift.



Thanks esp to Guorong and Linfeng for the watch ! However, i'm still going to fix my other watch which has it stripe broken, haha. The watch cell grp gave is almost 4 yrs old but it's still working so oh well, now at least, can change different watch to wear. But still, a big Thank You for the gift guys. On top of that, many thanks to everyone for your cards of encouragement, chocolates and gifts. This might sound funny but here goes. Every gift's value is small cos why, the most impt thing is that for 365 1/4 days in every year, the friendship, care, support, etc that God has bless me with through u guys is the true value of friendship so many thanks to everyone for the daily blessings of doing the small or big things ! Remember to carry on encouraging and loving one another forward in the new year itself. That's really what the Body of Christ is for right?
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May 2008 be an awesome year for everyone here in Mkkadesh. God bless