I should ...

just let go of everything tt takes up my time, energy and heart esp when it comes to ppl ...

letting off steam here as u can tell

My holidays so far ...

Its been 2 wks alrdy since my holidays started, time sure flies even when you are not doing much productive stuff esp when work beckons.

Managed to do some catching up with close friends, plan Christmas outreach alongside the cell and enjoy a slower pace of life, not to mention sleep all i want. Currently doing project - making Christmas gifts!

After last yr last min heroics, this time rd, I'm starting earlier and told myself not to be too ambitious. I wonder how many ppl still kept the pic card i gave them last yr or have they threw it away? Somtimes u wonder what u give to ppl like time, energy, gifts, etc has any significance or everything is really done in vain? U wonder sometimes what exactly are you doing in life and whether your existence is of any real value.

God places us in the most unexpected of places, give us the most unexpected things to do and let us go through the most unexpected of situations. Yet through it all, his Love for us surpasses all understanding.

I pray this Christmas will indeed be something unique for each one of us. That though we are growing, eh... aging with more wisdom as well... we don't forget the correct focus of why we celebrate Christmas, why we go to church and cell, why we even call ourselves Christians.

Blessed Christmas

We Are The Reason

As little children 
We would dream of Christmas morn 
Of all the gifts and toys 
We knew we'd find 
But we never realized 
A baby born one blessed night 
Gave us the greatest gift of our lives  
We were the reason 
That He gave His life We were the reason 
That He suffered and died 
To a world that was lost He gave all He could give 
To show us the reason to live  
As the years went by 
We learned more about gifts 
The giving of ourselves 
And what that means 
On a dark and cloudy day 
A man hung crying in the rain 
All because of love, all because of love  
I've finally found the reason for living 
It's in giving every part of my heart to Him 
In all that I do every word that I say 
I'll be giving my all just for Him, for Him  
He is my reason to live