Rest and Fun

I got to admit it. Its been a very fun and happy period of my life. Havent had this experience since last yr before i went NIE.

This time rd, it's the friends from NIE and school that are becoming the core of my life. Things will end soon, but i do hope we can still keep in touch.

Recently, God given me a renewed strength to be calmed and not be overwhelmed and affected by ppl. Of course, that doesnt mean i am totally back to normal. Shutting some ppl out of my life is indeed doing me some wonders. (Thank you Lord for the clearing ups of misunderstanding so I can learn to forgive and seek forgiven as well)

Hold onto those who are really close, who really care and who i really love. The rest is in God hands, I cant force my heart to accept ppl whom i simply cant stand.

Peace

Somehow, God has given me the peace and strength to carry on loving despite all the pains and hurts i have accumulated the past 2 mths till i want to give up alrdy.

Only You Lord, Only You.

Recharging

Its great to be among friends once again after the 10 weeks of attachment. Appreciating the 3 wks break we r having now b4 the final program starts. It's always been a fun time together, something which i will miss it once we go our separate ways.

Still, this was a grp of friends God has bless me with in this journey i have. Till jun when we part, i want to treasure them and be thankful for everything the Lord does in my life.

Ending

1 last day. The day has arrived. Bittersweet the feelings. I've grown close to both teachers and children. Through it all, the Lord is mighty!

Life

It's really short esp when u know time flies by so fast. I only have 24 hrs a day so I need to be wise on whom and what i spend it on. As I see and know more, there are a lot of redundant things that I shouldn't get myself involve in. The cutting off continues.

Winding Down

8 days more and the journey will come to an end. It's been a challenging but pleasure time. God has really seen me through the tough times and surrounded me with his love. He has provided me with an environment where I can not only learn from but also connect with people who are not just the Hi and Byes daily.

Students wise, I'm thankful for everyone of them, no matter how naughty some might be, being able to relate to them beyond not just lessons but into daily life. The learning continues, what the training institute can't teach you is to feel the heart beat of people. That can only come through God and how he teaches me to feel for those around me.

Exams are coming up, pray that they will do well, not so much reflecting how well they have been taught by me but more for their personal growth. It's wonderful to see improvements both academically and in their behavior, though much is still needed for some of them.

I'm drained out from this phrase but knowing that touching lives goes beyond personal recognition, it's a blessing to give.

Wish i could say as much about something else in terms of giving but hopefully God will help me recapture that.

Up and On

Thanks

Thank You everyone for your well-wishes and especially those who came down especially for my confirmation. Much appreciated.

Alright...

"Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding. In all you ways acknowledge him and he will direct your paths." Proverbs 3:5-6

i get it.